FOLLOW THE ANSWER
WITHOUT THE PROPER TENSION AGAINST IT ITS MEANINGLESS
LICKING LIT JOURNALS
Na I’m not falling for your beauty again
Renee gladman
Making out at breakfast club
With that chatterbox
Just how you feel like this is a part of this now
And I wonder where my moon is
Playing in the same sandbox
ELLIPSES WHICH
/he didn’t even try to save himself/
Nervous evolution
Breakup Business Plan
Establish Meeting
BTS
See what the comments say
Its a Different Time to be Alive
You could be living life inside out
Rolling up without a plan
Broadeningthe implications of A slippery slope
Punctuated with whatever the case may be
Idling
Not that exciting
CAN BE THE ONLY
Hillbilly Elegy
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THATS MY PALETTE
Many Things Become Apparent
It’s the way they sat down
Sky blue tall grass
If you can’t face my feelings you can’t face me
even fictionally
Unpacking unbright ideas
Scholarly and impersonal
out of this world
Language gambits
piecing the puzzle of subjectivity together
shortcuts from here
Literally an infinity mirror
Following
Hidden
reduced to a punchline
A heavy page
a note to self indulgence
THE MOURNING
MY EYES SUMMONED ME TO CLARITY
Tension in the teeth
Empty useless plastic cups following procedure
Due diligence in bracket at least
The entire scene seen in foggy 3D
A Sepia toned rave on a wed nes day
Speaking in memory
Mourning
The mourning
All those advanced past the everyday jazz
Bowie Christ Prince everyone you have loved since
Gone in mourning
Snippets of inclement information
Jump cuts that cannot be ascertained
Waking up in the morning
bell hooks all about love.. I love books! But here’s the other question.. What would be the one book you would have on a deserted island? I think differently about that!
Hmmm I don’t think I could say one thing specifically, the beauty of the book is that it covered things culturally and politically in the most artistic and concise manner possible… Provides a lot of reaffirming knowledge or thought starters for anyone reading it…
INTO THE SELF
The journey could look
Uneasy steady melancholy
Registered to the end of eternity with you
Im dying to know how you’ll be the end of me
Bilaterally
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COLLAPSES
Tao of the Wu
Giggster
FB Marketplace
Peerspace
Avoid purple prose
1.26.25
The Big Coincidences and Small Coincidences will tell you something
like my footprints in the snow, Places I’ve just been, or A long email thread b/t me and my subconscious
AS THE NIGHT
Prose styling
I don’t know who that person is
circuitous
Imprecations
You Can Tell by the Cadence
Practical Matters
Nothing I haven’t faced before
A nice notch, a sweet touch
Speak slowly
Uttered love
WITHOUT AN ELIXIR
We were finished
That was the whole ruse
Zen and sanity
Nothing else in this room
We can do over until the end
The space behind us is still
Everything everyday until the end
We can do over always, always from a place of love
It’s hard one way or another
Who you been and who your really are
showing up at the same time
Freedom calls
its torture
playing with different chips
Insane but accessible
Maniacally but meticulous
Letting it wind down
this thing that existed for a moment in your life
Oh how a puppy grows
A circular journal of thoughts, and autodidactic material overlapping year after, poetically edited into a self-cento, many of the poem
Selling Guns
- [ ] Foolishly conceding to opponents
- [ ] The time said, says 1:11, 9:12, etc
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THAT ELAPSES
A short turn we come around to at different times
Viewing the backstage stuff
Hammered security guards on guard loose cannons
Instead of linear circular
Ok why don’t we say like 5ish, Ill be done running around by then lol
The Cole’s notes won’t do you justice, you’ll just be at loggerheads
Mutiny, further self scrutiny
Count yourself out, whatever the rant may be
Details (don’t leave them out)
An important brick
Don’t quote your crayon, lots happened back then
Stumbling into a stupor of wrecklessness
Don’t dabble in optics, don’t window shop
It’s a zero sum game
I gotta know exactly when to take off
After all this time you’re the only thing that’s tangible, left stranded
Is it a value system you want to believe in
So many layers to explore in your own sweet way
Barbed Wire Sickness
Bibliomancy
Is this battle just a ghost
Seeing a record is visual
Karlheinz Stockhausen
Avoiding the perils of monkey dancing territory
Being kind to myself
Cement
Old TV’s, GIFS
EVERY HARD DAYS NIGHT
OF THE FORGIVE NOT FORGOTTEN DRAMA
Non linear growth
Website Updates: ABOUT, CONACT, EVENTS
Rewarding performative behaviour
Wrap around pan shot
For some reason I thought u were somewhere else in the city let’s do Sunday it looks like I am clear, I supposed to meet up with a friend but i have had confirmation…
I’m not far away, I’m around dundas and dufferin, if you wanna meet up during the day we can grab coffee or a bite or something if u wanna do early eve
(In other words, this cannot be packaged for social media)…. These might be the sort of pictures my father would post if he had Instagram but I’ll never really know… His image now stands among many… His soul now rests in peace… I’ve lost a friend I was getting to know and a father I’ve always loved… Thank you to everyone for their words and condolences along the journey.
FOR THE FUTURE
Turned around all of sudden
Lost track of the project
These ppl are champing
Translucidity
Spinereader
PETALLING
Touchpoints
Let’s play shadows
Published Differently
I can’t say what’s happening here
IN THIS WOODLAND
Taping a biography
Many Things
I wake up a where am I wolf
Watching my vice
Pregnant with poem
Harangues
A nicki minaj song
Anyone hearing it for the first time would say bravo
Past the point of the incident
A lucky strike smoked in army
A question to ask yourself
When does the baby arrive?
WE PLANT
/makes sense in that market/
I can barely wrap my head arms around it’s contours
The transmission
/Red delicious is not a crunchy apple/
Insufferable
/Sleater-Kinney Radio/
That’s sounds like interesting work! The non actors must be a diverse and enthusiastic cohort, someone just mentioned to me the other day their son was getting into voice acting, that’s a unique talent!
I write poetry but I feel like it’s more of a foundation for other mediums I’m exploring
THE SEEDS
The sound of the music is broken
It never ceases to amaze me the things that fall into my lap that have nothing to do with progressing
SLIPPED OUT OF IT AT SPECIFIC INTERVALS
WITH WHAT WILL CEASE TO EXIST
This one’s not gonna roll over nicely
about
Chapters
Le bon journee
Mal a la tete
Spilling guts
Not surprisingly
You kinda gotta see everyone in order to Be
ARE THESE
Unless there are some of us in distant lands the talking cannot happen
“Pop Ethnography”
To me it’s a not a knot in the universe
Review the Plot
Self cento poetry
Improbable Images
Someone has to record this
DO WE CREATE
Library Music
Record a Broadside
As humans We are a larger language model that have been reduced to?
Gimme a shot in that room
Cultural Artifacts
Until You Slow Down
Corkscrew to the ground
somnambulistic surrealism
Bedroom poetry
Brass Tacks
resigned to what we’ve been reduced to
imperceptibly imperfect
WHAT NEW WORDS
Face pounding drinking
/I don’t when you look at me its when you stare/
Pulling toilet paper out of my ears hair
You Never Really Know How Fast You’re Going
Until you speed up
Dry cracked and broken
Another one Down the shoot, must have got lost taking the longer route
The mud is hard to walk in because it’s like quicksand or frozen with another person’s footprints, your shadow in everyone else
Forming your You
A leaf in a bin,
what has been
Relief is a flimsy idiot
Shadow Play
TO DESCRIBE YOU
So the dreams continued
Delusionally swimming within each other
Eating its own tail sumptuously
Everybody
The arrival of a deus ex machina
everybody has a page in time, place and history and poetry records it most accurately…
Essentially it’s the reverse of a normal reading where you explain a little and then read, in this case the focus is more on the explanation rather the piece itself, so the length of the poem and time is weighted for that instead.
Emerging from isolation
Learning
WITHOUT WORDS
Yet a Leitmotif
Not happening how you think it is
The devils train departing
Daniel Maluka and I are getting started on another project for the publishing out @page.records we started last year, we thought you’d be a great fit for it! We’re asking poets to record audio of themselves reading a short piece of their work along with their personal writing tips; which will be compiled on CD. If you’d down to take part can you shoot me your email so I can forward the details?
DICTIONARIES
With the weight of now
Laws and loss play the funky violin
Hawthorne effect
Hanging on a hanger
Mainlining your majesty’s ecstasy
Your personal expression matters
Electrical current
Teach me tall enough body language
Everyone has something to say
I’ve never read Naomi Klein but I feel like I need to, the title of that book really caught my attention when it came out, it’s been a mental note to revisit…. But speaking of doppelgängers have you seen that movie The Substance yet?
Feels Like a Dream Elysian
I’m not sure how to package this for social media…
Placating egos
You can make the puzzle easier by moving one just one part
Another humbling layer
PAPERWEIGHT
It’s like I said something the. The internet took it away
The chance at something oblivious act
/I don’t know about you but when I wear a sweater I sweat profusely/
I Don’t Know
What’s the point of the pretence? can’t we live in the present tense
For All Those Other Times
Stick to creating an archive
Heads of the Colored People by Nafissa Thompson-Spires
Friday Black by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah
Tactile reference
PAPER MADE
How does that voice not fit the room?
Reporting and sorting body problems
Cute kid stuff
/that’s what makes risotto risotto/
A different
Untenable dwindling ability to do that
Lee Suksi
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We’re not part of the literal sect so you’re already touching a broader audience (you’re name isn’t seen in exactly the same circle)
Nothing gain by publishing so few
Most current material
Efflorescence
“Just as a prisoner in solitary confinement inevitably begins to experience brain damage, the worker deprived of any sense of purpose often experiences mental and physical atrophy”.
The sort you could lure aside with a warm meal
Pressurized Calibration
LOVERS
COALESCE WITH CLOUDS
It’s not a matter of trust they just want the song and dance
Whoever’s handy
I know a bunch of my selves
Stridenting the concrete
Wassily Kadinsky
So it feels a bit nicer
Brilliant Corners
Or so they say
Unmooring myself
Vociferously
“If the kingdom of God is within you, then everywhere you go, you better leave a little piece of heaven behind”.
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NATURE MADE
Lo-fi video doc
Person with the camera wins
The best part is nothing will come of it
Whether you’re The call or the response
These apps make our life crappy u should press delete wake up tmrw happy
Let’s drink champagne on the amalfi maldivian coast and come
Up with a better idea
The Shape That Surrounds Me
Are your words
Suspended in purgatory
Savage pandemonium
Shapeshifting
stolen time
Speaking in statements
Elect
FROM HERE
It’s just this and that but where’s that at
bell hooks all about love
and what about this nonsense? Any use?
Dogs dogs dogs
High speed internet
The teams aren’t political rn
The times are a Deep down sigh
Circumspect Dream Meme
Pay on the back for paying attention big grin for zooming in
I don’t think I could say one thing specifically, the beauty of the book is that it covered things culturally and politically in a the most artistic and concise manner I’ve ever read. Anyone reading
Check your heart at the door true character doesn’t hold much water
Eventually they’ll wipe just wipe you slate clean
“You’re not even living your own lie. Most of the time you’re not even quite living somebody else’s lie either. Your job is more like a boss’s unzippered fly that everyone can see but also knows better than to mention”.
WHERE DO WE GO
Rolling along
Impressively disappointing new roads
Stepping intently with the left foot
Suddenly what’s featherlight and swingin is appealing
Clinically questioning what you can stomach sometimes
Reflect back what’s outside
Who benefits by getting paid
What’s the wreckage look like now
Lips hot for the exit
Maximum Joy
Might as well be imagining things… like the time for example
A ZINNIA
Compact Discourse
Blazing nightmare
Sort of sorting out
They look similar
Cold and familiar
At best Limiting the damage
We’re all just casualties of that fact talking back at with an ax
Only late adopters out at this hour
Funny lurking suggestive sunshine
WITHIN
Part of the tomorrow thing is that
A thinking specimen
Following a Path
Along a beach
Zig zagging back
Across frozen shore
on the nose
of the Moon
while drinking his pint
is gonna be
Preaching to a choir who can’t sing, theory and practice are two different things
ELLIPSES
Dead meat
Echoes of children screaming
Nobody is taking that seat
Les Plasticiens
Alex Colville
Potpourri
Tired seeing things knackered
Hard to Remember
Unconscious repair
Altered Images
There is only now that is real, and even that feels fictional because it is spliced together with memories of the past to create a narrative. I can claim to have a good memory but it just means that I am a good storyteller adding color to the faded fragmented memories. What is now is real when it ceases to be fictitious. True memory awakened in the moment. The tendencies is to inflate the usual and deflate the unusual, but the opposite true, these are moments of wonder. Now doesnt feel real because we are sleep walking alone in the present, only to be awakened by others presence, frightened we retreat to the past.
HOW MANY
Maybe it’s simply an agreement
Contextual in the best way possible
Over and out
Leaving some breadcrumbs
Go to bed a little hungry
Be ready to Find the poem
In the mid morning
Breakfast for flowing
Taking stock inventory
Inventing a way to get up
Mess up playing dress up with
Other ppls lies
Full of Grievances
Over and over circling the block looking out for a Cooper’s Hawk
Compensatory Consuming
A solitude that sings
You have your soundtrack
a revolution instead
you can see it
gliding yapping and divided
Feeling of elsewhere
Different
mandates for emancipation
to get a closer look
Contingent temporal decisions
Close rendering, quiet din
A hidden gem is a faulty antidote
Spare details of other lies
Who you are is what you see
TASTING THE NIGHT
The splash of the coffee foam set her off
There’s music everywhere
Some people are shaking it
Sonically disobedient beats
Moonlighting in Tunisia
According to the dance floor
My feet have felt the earth
Man by the railroad tracks
Doing the locomotion
Legging shaking to an earful
Just Playing the Blues
Just add ice
legs are shaking
I don’t feel a thing
Sticking to my pay grade
EVERY SLICE
A scam for every season
/you could learn from a Tibetan monk/
/u think there’s no money in the us but there isn’t they’re peasants/
Louis Pasteur said, “Chance favors the prepared mind.”
COLD AS ICE
BACK TO BELIEVING IN YESTERDAY
6+9 sexless shoddy selections in the marginalia a Pile on of thoughts, pulverizing loss It’s all kind of one thing leads to another Abstracting remnants Deafening and defining silence the music is getting progressively worse repooc nodlehs recoop nodshel anything to keep this bullshit apparatus moving one by one a chip off the old block of manic he was really flying there
EVERYTHING ELSE
Problem children pathetic appetites
Dancing in my own idiotic
Dressed like a beer store employee dog hair all over ya
Got it on lock or getting my clock cleaned in the meantime
Hot on the head Thumbing through solitudes crowded with loneliness in an empty busy bar
Some pages might get torn out
Hating someone else’s guts, tasting someone else’s strident gum from a distance
The pecking order of the white story
Things will be classy then they won’t be
Spewing Russian Constructivism
because the squares are
close enough
just how much misery did I miss in the history of the cave Now how dark
was the horse and what is
the spread on the underdog
tomorrow what’s
the catch
Poise or poison I guess it’s funny to satisfy your answer right there skating from this place that ain’t to be.
Being an ear worm
Study me after be calm for an hour that would be fantastic they disgusted with me I might as well frink all of the above done toughly smoking under the radar
I feel like he does but can’t remember from where.. he probably thinks I’m some rapper he booed on stage once and is afraid to apologize or say hi to
Sounds awful but is the vessel there and do u wanna hop in fucking off the last sentence of this planet rock while it’s scratching it’s own eye
As I fall
Down through at least two elevator shafts to get to you The limb being the only way
Backlash against the algorithm
kniving out the soul inside
Conniving the shitty man buns out
Do invroverts have babies or invest in mirrors of sunshine
This sounds crazy but I’m fine
playing law of averages here
Jumping out Tearing pages
out of a copy story
Fun loving criminals at chillys
I worked in kind of handicraft way.The advantage is that you are independent… You realize that the Hollywood technical slick perfection isn’t all..but that the spirit and the love to do the things counts
I tried to balance the law of chance and the law of order. In living this conflict I created my work. I said yes to this conflict. I listened very carefully to the chances which the surroundings of my own work or people or whatever I read or hear or feel offers me.
I need to know what I’m doing is really the right thing. I have to satisfy nobody else. That does not mean the artist has no social duty. He is part of the times. What he expresses is what the ordinary people do not hear feel or sense as clearly as he does.
Art means being. It’s a new form of being.it’s what Thomas Mann said, it is between ordinary living and ideal living
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WALKING BY BOMBSHELLS
Will Alexander, Wilson Harris et al.) have made us somewhat
Pouring a cocktail into her phone eyeballing her cats eyes slanted at her
From her smelling like the menu
A stage production of why are we friends
Reminder to never ever come back to this diner
The unbrighter side of life listening to unfrowned upon qualifiers policing selves
Death by saying things
If you want to get involved with this mess
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“To tell the truth, in art there are no problems— that are not sufficiently solved by the work of art itself”
Slow History
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- [ ] Neville Lancelot Goddard- Goddard viewed the Bible as a parable of the human psyche as opposed to a record of historical events. Therefore, Goddard did not believe in an external God who answers prayers, but rather that "[y]ou are the creator".
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OLD SOUL SWEET WITH SELF
Seen to overdo it
Solutions in search of problems
Just pressing buttons
Roberto Matta
STREETS SWEET WITH SOULS
Federico Garcia Lorca
I ASK QUESTIONS TO THE BESPECTACLED SPECTATOR WHO also happens to be human
Retired Indigenous biker existentialists and Somali dissident mystics
Power walking STREETS SWEET WITH SOULS sensations meow like a coyote
Orphism Was a Rare Understudied Avant-Garde Movement—Until Now
I’ve been meaning to have a conversation with myself about that--Habits
THE MOURNING START
Is just getting started
I’d love to say it’s just down to past pain
For everything
Lugging this body around looking at a virtual map of that happening
That hue of being cold
Droning out the method behind the madness of crispus attucks attacks
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HOW DID
How did I find somewhere for my clothes to sleep
You’re either prone to do, feel, or say the wrong thing if you’re one of these people that lives in skin it’s inevitable
Shameless situationship with self
Practically public psychosis spending a pretty penny /I want to try on their/your clothes /you can do it you’d be surprised if I can do it you can do it/he is shy/humiliating funds chart topping main character
Also what do you think we should say for our “favourite poetry reads” of the year post?
Hart Crane
The places you gotta go to get there
ITS WAY INTO YOUR HEART
Washed in with the sea breeze
Meta surrealism
Wanda Coleman
Clues
It’s amazing who puts money on you
There’s a lot of endurance here
Butterflies in the bathroom, ifs and buts in the balance
“I couldn’t open my mouth to say shit if my throat were full of it”
TRICKED AND TREATED
Who really knows the room
I’m leaving it here with this letter in the cafeteria these candies are only to match the pen. I’d mail this to you but I’d rather submit it to the crowd here near the sorting station they can decide whether my words are recycling or waste. There are enough people ranting scrambling and raving that the aimless incoherent direction of this letter will probably fall through the cracks like any other napkin on the table nobody wants to be overshadowed in this plot When we understand how similar we are we’ll indeed how different we have the potential to be
THAT TRAPPED
WITH OVEN MITS
HAPPINESS AND SADNESS IN CONVERSATION WITH EACHOTHER
Aquatic road
Lavender evergreens
Libra/Virgo green sky
Speaking needs
Fear plus company
As soon as that thought crossed the street
Inches of snow first snowfall vibes
I could easily be present under the tree
As trapped striations of society slide together
Are we really doing this
/keep an eye on the water/
/anyone else need water?/
Sample packets
Everyone has one so they can explore the others
🔎 joaquín torres-garcía artwork
Guillaume Apollinaire
Safe as houses
I’m no stud but I got decent range
Windows of Dialogue
THE ONE YOU WERE JUST THINKING ABOUT
The squirrels are going ballistic in the backyard and the geese are shitting around the city
How do I hear what’s around me surrounding the sledgehammers
/I love iggy pop man, me and him are the same guy not really but you know what I mean/
What does a stallion have to do with it
Here I am Finding my way out of some maze, a mare
Minus the entitled highlights
/Loose lips will let you find out/
Thoughts to jot down
What are you seeing along the way
ERASE THAT LAST THOUGHT
Wont be first tragedy you here from me
Coulda been a better high wire act
Manage the boundary not the person
An estranged to self, writing to yourself, stranger than fiction
Where I Used To Be
It’s the replays
“The expression of all individual imagination is what I call harmolodics and each being imagination is their own unison, and there are as many unisons as their are stars in the sky”-ornette
AND SPACE
Needless to say the consensus is fascinating
mouthwatering
/see what money can do for you/you work to death all the time/
A learning curve that’s a square
Suddenly conscious of it breathing in and out
This oughta be rich
Listening to amy winehouse
Playing a smash hit
running out
of breath
At a Karl Marx pop up
Book Clubs, Book Bars, and BookTok: Examining Why Everyone Suddenly Wants to Be Perceived As Well-Read
🔎 norval morrisseau there are no fakes
My accent is from a place I’ve created but will never actually live in
Satan’s stragglers are serving drinks
I’d like to cry bullets at their bar
OF TIME
Somebody’s been smoking in the library
With the Roustabouts
And For the second time this week I’ve walked into bar and the same some song is on
the one I’ve just been playing
On Spotify as I spot taps
Out of my eye I wanna guzzle
Crowded house
Upbringing a bit of baggage
Another person screaming in the rain
Too tired to sleep
I’ve got a lot of questions
Healthy demons
Let’s call them supplicating peccadilloes
Bleeding on the edge of Who knows what I’ll do or say next
Who needs the song of anonymous when we’re all at a loss
Duplicating what that
must be like
Leaving shitty tips
Random acts of beauty
In passing
Any way to relieve the seasoned conditioning
Without upbringing the baggage
Opting east or west ill do
Anything to get me to Stay still
And fit in nicely like a flip flop in a shoe
Peeking at the moon
The joint act
Nuyorican
Ukai
Suskin
OptWest
So tired of everything I don’t even want to go to sleep
INTO THE BALANCE
Closing time
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Beatitude
Overdetermination, under determination
People are perpetual metaphors
I’ve lost you so many times it’s time to let go
When did you start seeing him?
What did you say to him after I dropped off your keys?
What did you say to him after I came by on your birthday?
What did you do after I got off the phone with you?
What are you displeased with?
What’s your plan?
Speaking of it
Telling people what they want to hear
I’m in a hard spot which I have been doing my utmost to navigate pretty much the entire time I’ve known you and more and more intensely in the past few months because I can both empathize and understand where you are coming from; but I don’t think this is being managed or reciprocated in any way...
I don’t feel like there is any respect for my boundaries as a friend, nor regard for my vulnerability and as former romantic partner. My energy, kindness and trust have been taken advantage repeatedly, and by extending the courtesy of safety and concern to someone who does not want it, it is taking away from my ability to provide for those who need it. I feel like I am unnecessarily close to something that I have no reason to be anywhere near. You have the right to live your life the way you want to as do I, so there are other, better ways of handling things…
Take care of the things right in front of you.
Focus on the things you can control
then Scale
Selling is about consistency. Life is about inconsistency. If you’re trying to sell yourself you’ll live a difficult life
TO MAKE INCISIONS (DECISIONS)
Memory is an olfactory disappearing act
Some hot and bothered spot
Antonio Lopez Garcia
H is for Hawk
You Should Figure as Much
Probably past 9
YOUR INCISORS
Theyve sizzled a pig in here
Then someone farting
Heads nodding in agreement
That wasn’t supposed to happen so
Immensely soaring past a rainbow cloud
Totally understand, I was going to say if you’re overwhelmed rn there’s no pressure, thanks for being candid, I can understand the need for headspace and prioritizing balance especially this time of the year, I definitely feel you there and I don’t typically date around the holidays for that very reason, so I anticipated this being a little tricky to navigate…
No doubt at all that you are an absolute babe! I want to get to know you more, so yes I would like to connect in the New Year I think that would be a much better time when we can both be present and warm each other up… Feel free to reach out any time send a song etc I hope you get record hour in, good hang’s and keep your sunflower vibes flowing!
HOW YOU USE
A lively conversation
/some random dude/
It’s the same guy that played the fuckin
He had a beard
It was a man
he had a beard/
He had a dream about Darwin and everyone was on drugs
And he shit his pants
like that experimental shit
And That’s Life after grad school apparently
Written in pencil
/No need for group chat/no need for group sex/
I’m just organizing mistakes
Peeing and smoking too
How do you do you
I hope u have A cold time doing it
And the smoke goes poof
You adapt
and get well
Kora in Hell is Fire
Throbbin gristle
hamburger lady
TRUST YOUR VISION
The poignant things about u
Quarter past three and I’m asking who is We
/my dumbass forgot/
Artificially busy
Blazing a trail heart a blaze
Everything brazen all the time
Unconscious at play when you’re asleep, afraid when you’re awakened
WRITER
SPOIL YOURSELF WITH SECRETS AND SPRINKLES
Conversing with cigarettes without benefits
This is a glamorous cafe to shoot the shit at
If I hear everything I can’t walk away
A moth in the woods
GHOST
Dancing Tension
Suggesting a manner forward
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I think the only thing I’ve wanted over the last six months is to sit down and talk with you face to face sober and enjoy your company and learn about your life and how you are growing. This is actually all I’ve ever wanted. You're a brilliant human.... How does that make you feel?
I didn’t have to stop by but you knew I was coming, you could have locked your door and I would have left. Given what’s happened to you recently I felt the need to at least make sure you were in one piece. That was a pathetic scene that I didn’t need to see but I don’t need an apology.
At this point my relationship to you is based on care, if you don’t want that, and are not ready for that I totally understand. You’re sick and I’m just learning the dos and don’ts and what your capacity is; but right now the fact that you don’t have the capacity to stop drinking and lock your door tells me enough to create my own space.
I don’t want to be labelled a victim and I don’t want to be one of your excuses to shame yourself and drink. When you’re ready to change I’m here, just be clear about your intentions and boundaries in the meantime. I'm being clear about mine.....
You live your life the way you want to. You don’t need to live the way everyone else does but you do have to own the way you interpret the world and how you relate to those in it, it's a process but I think that's every human's responsibility.
WHOS THE REAL
No matter the weather they have eachother
Regulating temperatures
Holding hands
Why are books being judged by their covers
it's Tiring
Praying that the sun is up
Drying A cruel joke
WHO REALLY WROTE THE STORY
Sibilant
Who’s got the luxury of recovering
Expectations
Crotch scratching paint splattered shoes
The blues
Eyes playing
Who’s who
Coughing different voices climbing the ladder
Counting reserves sitting in reverse
Curating quiet
Are we there yet?
Scarlet
——//—
You’ve never asked me a serious question
Yet you’re the only flower I can take care of
And the only fact I can give u since is dancing in a public is like
reading a book in
a bar
defiance
even if it’s a little jig
And so this message again:
I guess you’ll guess you’ll get this in the morning
.
Letting you know there are things I would not have awoken to if you were not here.
There are things I would not have known if you were not born. I am happy that you are here for another year. Another happy birthday, another time I can say I love you.
And the reminders Siri gives me about your body Of work on me
To send flowers at 4:33
In the evening while I’m at
work by the time you’re
home you’ll get this
Know how much I miss u
It is with ease that I write u
/admit/
Everyday is a breeze as long as your
Kiss is my last breath
In futura. (The same paranoia)
I Danced at turning points last night
spun in circle just for u u u
The music, these things We tap into
Are a spell from the moon
A trance
All this ritual
making us
right
I can’t even hold a home wreckers hand for a dance without thinking of you
One revolution less
Stuttering these sentences off a cliff called happy birthday
I’ll be there Clarence parks plays
Pointing at this work of art (the audience continues laughing in captions)
Clapping and stomping
to heartbreak
The Same Paranoia
Unconscious Neuroticism
OR GAINED YEARS
A sense of purpose
Sharing your vision
Goes without saying
The circle is broken
A hawk flew over St.Helen’s Gil Scott Heron was playing the Revolution
Will Not Be Televised
As I returned from the West
Wu tang an American Saga
Psychic sky
Conspiracy theory(suggested to me once) called the wrong thing
So we kill tony play dominoes
Gi joe marvel comics
Anything to dismiss
The insidious
Gigantic
Stillness
I have meditations in an emergency on me with an innocent man running loose
In incoherent fluent Spanish on the streetcar
Crotch scratching paint splattered shoes
The blues
What years have been lost between
Church street Krispy Kreme and Harvey’s
On the summit
Of
Living things
Current events
Different silhouette wearing the same sort of nonsense
Barry Elmes Yonge street limited suites pass me
Now selling everything
isn’t a new thing
(Just Capitalism)
There was once a Parent holding that conservative rookies hands
Staring at the other Mirroring you
Eating for free when the emergency alarm goes off
With a raging sense of self importance
Lost years or gained
Goes without
Saying.
We’re Duking it out for a sense of purpose
Expecting another delay
Black Mountain poets
Happening Again
LOST YEARS
I shouldn’t be made to feel stupid for asking about the time we
spent together
What it meant if anything or the meaning of it going forward if we’re to
be “friends” anything
This isn’t a new complaint
Just Keying a theme of the period
The good thing is I forget quickly
Talking eyes eyes without a face billy idol
Plays in the background
What a terrific use of time
And space we had
Badlands full of
myths and traditions
Truck stop along the way
The funky stuff
Jan Wade: Soul Power
Suzy Lake
Jock Macdonald
Viola Depew prints for sale
Fab
This Is The Nemesis
Chain Gang 2
Lawren Harris
Jim Stewart • Village Galleries Maui
Landing the Plane
Things can quickly turn into that makes sense
WHAT WERE THOSE DAYS
In allegiance with being
The mixing going on
It All Counts
Happy you like it!
I certainly indulged alright!
OR BUST
When I think of something anything regarding you surrounding me it’s is the right thing to do
Capital P Pity
Bipedal
Indistinctly muttering what have you done for me
Weike Wang, whose latest novel is Rental House, questions traditional narratives about working hard and starting families: “To feel challenged by what you read or learn is how a person grows.” And poet Jena Osman recontextualizes historical documents to help us recognize that “we’re caught in the slow cycle of a giant wheel that needs breaking.”
The conversation is interesting linking
The little ones to the problems
Extras off stage part of the performance
/did he ever recover from last night/
Put it down there put everything down to it
I’ll see you after the holidays
Not a word til then
The difference is the other kids at school
Presenting the Hollywood vibe
Acting just as idiotic
as yesteryear
Here I am exaggerating proportions
/Trying to explain a salvia trip anyone is hopeless
I was everyone i was gone and there was no vanishing point/
Just surprising information
Phoenix sun airport lounge
Sounded like something falling
Let’s make a record of this
Lack of questions too many questions
Mutual observation
Everyone has there soundtrack
CHANGE THE CHANNEL
Beginning today with the weather
The cactus path chose today
Curved chimney
Pulling into the spot
Getting extras out of the car
Lilting limping hobbling along
Carefully conceived asphodelia
I would have to be imagining them in this underworld where Silence washes
my ears
Changing on the level
Balancing through the gears
Learning the landscape again and again
Gaps in love
I must contain my worst nightmares
I need a direction to run in
This is a new turn
ISNT TO BE TRUSTED
/you spent 300 dollars, daddy why did you spend all that money/
My feet fit differently between the leaves
Every tree seems like a threat
And Voila!
The design of my eyes mean
I Keep missing the
wrong turn
Stumps turned tombstones in the night
Barking through my breath
Fortune telling true lies
Fighting for this
skin everyday
This body cannot be trusted
Black man in disguise
A rabbits red eyes
Stir crazy already disturbing what birds are left
Always advancing /immovable topic/
To another perfect example of cumulative bs
There’s always an answer right in front of you and an ancestor behind
The foxed wrestle back what belongs
With The interminable dark arts cutting my temperate figure through the forest winds rapturous applause
These feelings feel above my pay grade existing on the new plane
With my moon cut in half.
“Another example of this perfect relationship between man and nature is evident in the encounter of a shepherd and a goatherd who meet in the pastures in Theocritus' poem Idylls 1.”
WHATS SEEPING IN
That’s more challenging grinding and grilling
We’ll have to get this one right
Definitely feels like we’re all carrying a bit of the grief, Ive been debating what to do, she said she will be in town for her birthday, it’s hard to say what state she’ll been in but maybe we can go for dinner and surprise her? I know Natty will be in town at some point too..I guess we can get a vibe in the next few days!?
She’s cute artistic, flirty and well travelled has a decent sense of humour and what her hobbies are and it’s 2023 I can’t remember the last time I made out with someone on the first date!
Don’t lie about yourself, and never lie to yourself. Find the thing in you that is different, that’s as sharp as a diamond and jagged as a razor. Hone that, because that’s the thing with which you’ll cut the world. If you try to stay safe and soft and average, then you’re going to get lost in a sea of all the other things that look like you. Find the things about yourself that are weird and cultivate them because they are the things the world will eventually want to reward you for and that will bring you the most happiness.
-clayton cubitt
BECOME POROUS
Held
Like Lego reggae
Stupidity versus exstacy stuttering along slightly
Looks
Detritus
Fasting rather than flying
Flurries
Any entry point
Valence
Time sensitive playlist
Another intuitive exercise
Cosmically enchanting
A Hegelian Ponzi scheme
First I shall decide what I can do, then if I should enjoy doing it. Whether anyone wants the results is a much later consideration.
Gail Geltner Illustrator, Artist
THE MAINSTREAM
Dropping a pin in a hushed voice
Grammas are online shopping
Kids scrolling anime laughing
Too many shoulders shouldering not the
Right temperature
Temple rubbing tension
Holding anonymity closely
just in case
The Next Big Day
Is everyday
Walk slow
Balance like a dancer
Get a paycheque from the universe
Emotional currency, emotional urgency
How long is forever
Possession inexhaustible
Mixed up in all this earth
“Study hard what interests you the most in the most undisciplined, irreverent, and original manner possible.”
— Richard Feynman
BOUNDARIES AROUND
/how do you know her/
A gauntlet to get out of here
We’re at different stages in different states of settling for ourselves
I’m busy writing my life
the characters in the plot
Thanks for taking the time to talk today I know you are still in shock so I didn’t want to get into things too much, sorry if I did I just had a lot that had to spill out, there is so much I’ve just had to stomach and process on my own over the past few months without you… I understand a lot more now… You don’t have anything to be ashamed or embarrassed about you understand better than anyone what you need to grow in the world and if it means falling down so be it you’re just learning the power of your intuition and some things cloud it, we all have different things that do… I’m here for whatever you need and I can’t wait to give you a big squeeze for your birthday!
I’ve had some experiences this month that have moved me… I’m going for a long run my body is jittery and my mind is in a million pieces, let me know when we can talk today I’ll feel better once we do my emotions need need time with u, I’m just as grateful to have u. I’m glad you’re safe ❤️
THE ARC
Tanita Tikaram
Carrying an acorn in case
Everyone is eating popcorn in public watching
Staring like stones
As though there were 20 people talking between two
/it’s a mixed bag/
BEYOND
Some like it got others have rules
/pivoting away from full house/
All crying at the exact same time
inside out with a Funseeking, light leaking aura
Lush life
Sampling is no small thing
"But think of how an artist or a revolutionary takes what’s given and pushes against the status quo, looking for and revealing new realities that nobody sees yet. I am suggesting that we could all be artists and revolutionaries of our own lives and environments." --Polley
WITH A QUESTION
How many eloped
147 years ago
The poor junction is never the same
Certain to
/I foresee this shit bro/
Remake of the same
Nuanced from the last
Leaves falling behind the Edison bulb
Just what you’re needing
Treat it as special as any work of art
Assign it with a question and continue
People come into the store
try on a shoe, I bring them
the same shoe
In another colour
They ask if its the
same shoe
I say yes it’s the
same human
Striking Resemblance
Melting time
THESE WORDS ARE MARKED
/he struggled to understand me because he couldn’t understand the way that I think, he just thought I was crazy all the time/
So the lighting changed,they took a gorgeous course elsewhere chased by terriers
Les savy fav let’s stay friends
Tropical hoppy bittersweetness
Overthinking darkside cascades and galactic adaptations
Coulda happened another way
Fermented differently
Today we are still battling just battling in other ways
So we walk it off after many a fall
In the winter dwindling
Questioning the brainbusting upcoming events
And the sincerity of what’s hand written all over it
Haven’t worked out which is which yet or the gist
I hopes he’s dead
After the first couple of bites
Granite hot under the collar
Lesson plan make plans in advance
/I got triggered because he flaked on me every time/
Walk it Off
TAG YOURSELF IT
PAROXSYM
Orbiting
To What is keeping in you moving
The music being good
Who wants to be with anyone anywhere
BIG MAN
Rumours
/we saw wolf,we heard deer/
Say it how it was that day
The horse following
the truth is not the in the actual language
Ride it out
PLAN THE TARGET
Bump and tilt
Master of irrational fears
I’m good just to be
bad instead
Revolutions
They seem to be buying everything
Falling for the big fake
The simple moves fool you
I’ve never seen so many ads in my life
Out of step
A gross thing to have put
When I open my eyes it’ll all be over
Soft Winds
HOW DO YOU MAKE IT
EMBATTLEMENT
Words meaning anything so begins vehement EMBATTLEMENT
From the beginning how my rattle went
EMBATTLEMENT
Slept on the couch EMBATTLEMENT
Random people sent to heaven or wherever EMBATTLEMENT
Talking to the pavement head down EMBATTLEMENT
Barely made a dent in the world yesterday EMBATTLEMENT
Went to sleep woke up EMBATTLEMENT
Didn’t even get a sniff EMBATTLEMENT
Useless ridiculous body EMBATTLEMENT
Lopped off at the wrist jawing off at the mouth EMBATTLEMENT
Enabling habit EMBATTLEMENT
Shaky memory EMBATTLEMENT
Lost cause EMBATTLEMENT
A baby’s hands trembling EMBATTLEMENT
staring into space filled by me myself and I EMBATTLEMENT
Unseasonable temperature EMBATTLEMENT push pull
Heat seeking missile
EMBATTLEMENT
Bowel congested itchy skinnned gut wrought EMBATTLEMENT
Honestly could care less what happens next EMBATTLEMENT
Jumping out of a building window waking up in bed EMBATTLEMENT
Dropped in the lake drowning in a duvet EMBATTLEMENT
Pulling clothes out of the closet getting dressed again and again and again EMBATTLEMENT
Walking across the street making a left turn up the steps to get a coffee then becoming a crabapple for no good reason EMBATTLEMENT
Scared by the ghost of enlightenment EMBATTLEMENT who
Just so happens to be me.
So it’s just the rain of entrapment
A cool breeze of free spirit
Love or fear
We’ve never really danced before
Yet we dance in nocturnal
campions
Pulling clothes out of the closet
Peeling away layers of severity
Civilization of seekers
FACTS
and then again
I’m a stroller rolling downhill in a shopping cart towards the exit
Although thudding along concrete toward another Ta Da
ah ha
Magic moment
Instant serial fiction
A geyser tapping the earth for pay dirt
Next months thrust
The light in you visible sticky and reflective
Moving like the room
Feeling towards The weather
Wounded paws all along
Just because
Sure of the better for worse parts of myself
I become devastating when I don’t hesitate
Working down from the top
Not the BB gun you wanted not the one you liked
Whst are the words how do we use our imagination our
If anything were to happen to you I’d be cooked and everyone knows it
“I had to grow I had to become a man a man in the sense of the world who can step out into the world and deal with matters on a basis that is combative
And so I grab that long road that goes on for 30 some odd years of learning how to fight think in new ways change one personality for another. And in some certain way I became sort of if you will species of combat soldier in life than in war” — Mailer
Black Elk Peak
AND AGAIN
SILENCE UNRELENTING
DELETING YESTERDAY
Another page
Designed today with a saw
Lounging on a trip along the way to the fiesta organically blossoming back in time to the pits
The liberty of youth can be found riding a bicycle if you want to again
Discover
Killer turning points by a winding riverview
I can’t love myself better than I can
Again and again
Silence unrelenting
attested to
I’m obvious to everyone but you
All motion to a stop broken accordion
Read words left wrinkled by my bed
All the negatives ticked away in a box
Water words
Bobbing weaving rustling with the leaves
You can whack me back into the ground after making that sound with the cranes and the cement
DIFFERENTLY AGAIN
I’m basically an epicurean accident
A dissident from my shaky beliefs (sounding out from my beneath)
The minute u leave
Percussive alarm bells gangle from my ear lobes
Wondering what we’re all
gonna do you while
we’re here
Listening
teaching ourselves to write it all down
The steady flat rhythm
in the background
grandiloquence adolescently used
Each job is a move
Necessary and unnecessary roughness
Seeing thru a cloud of purple rain and
I see thru wrapping paper
My november has been kind, lots of running in high park preparing for a race and work has slowed down so there’s been some good recalibrating time... it's been quite a year, looking forward to the holidays! (but not the itchy wool part) just the Definitely cozy cocktail season
—a good reason in time to grab one and ask juicy questions and stuff
Necessary and unnecessary roughness
Innocence in hindsight
There was another place we dreamt of when we were young
Choosing the right characters
setting, and plot for the story
Suicide by job or National Geographic
homelessness
Intuition vs logic elapsed in
a medley driving by
in an suv
trying to find
“the vibe “
So I’m spelling the sentence differently again accidentally epicuriously
Trying to go the distance
Every step forward a move
A pro social risk
(Stepping over potholes and grates)
Breaching the castle gates
Big and small bread crumbs
Pigeons eat em
then
tell me the rest
along the
way.
Making the sound of things would happen (captured) in exactly that technicolor gray.
Today.
Res Futura
TELL (ME)THE (BEDTIME)STORY
Of anybody will do
I wonder what your problem is and how/if
I coulda
narrow it down
To Hideously beautiful ignorant
Relief
The record I bought today has different motor to it
An engine of indifferent belief
Freedom within sonic quality
Words have that landed better than images
Sounds spread all around
There’s an intimate quality to how he’s doing it
Im poignitanly irreverently over it
All at the same time
so it settles
in time
The full moon yesterday
And I’m still enraptured
In my bed clothes with a glass of red wine
Desperately pressing for
a commercial break
I wanna please please please star stud a masterpiece
Anybody by the lake
Within a Meridian
Blindspotting with back up artillery
Just in
Case
Sparkles from beneath
What can’t be
These feelings are familiar
I’ll make the appropriate changes later
BACK
“Find a speed at which you can fall asleep”
The catch but not the shoot
A pilgrimage bathed in moon glow
Loose and long longing for something loose
How d I find out
Original Gangsters Of Running (Herm Atkins)
DEEP THINK
Cranberries bleeding from ears
Salvation
Apparently it’s okay to ask for help
Remembering everything about it
The future forecast of gypsy jazz
90’ss razzmatazz and
Our things are nude dissidents relief
All that’s too painful to listens to is perhaps a indifferent to the picture
The guy clacking the fish is is barehanded just in case u can’t believe it just in case perhaps instead
Heaven knows the knees the halo
Consider
it a flex
the Exigency of Stolen moments
ROUND THE TRACK
TO THE FALLS
The bright side of the road
getting up to the same song
odd future
That thing ticking on your wrist tells ya how dark it gits
If you see yourself in other people you might could be anyone
the roots of what is becoming and what will be
a Childish gamble
Normalcy
Astro cartography
EARTH
RATHER BLUE PAIN
BECAUSE OF A BOOK IN FRONT
OF ME DIDACTICALLY
ASKING ME TO SMILE
DISCRETELY
UNFOLDING
PEACE
Energy passes into it as if
Can I lay here linger and lie to myself longer
DOWN TO
Learning from the landscape
a personal pattern of action
The editor can do whatever they want to
Sweeping away time
what you think about it
What you believe about it
To be
true
BIRDS
Dogs barking at statues
/looks lovely on her/
Waxing gibbous on an easel
Comedically the same terrifying thing
Forgetting everything
Sitting with yourself
on each other’s reflection
CLOUDS
Dark
Speaking with yourself
Giving yourself NRE
dialling into the situation
Just until it won’t disappoint you
when did you start to believe something bad would happen?
what music took you there?
Limiting the damage
Finding your own remote place
It could go a number of ways
Rocking up in your two step boots unannounced
Putting a lid on it and binning the bullshit
Future fake, hope make
Fashion a smile, fancy a taste
Careful what you wish for and the the rest will take care of itself
We’ll find out what we’re about
answering our own damn dial tone
Shadow boxing
going through The Motions
SKY
Not in the way I wouldn’t tell you
Or say it in the voice of oz
I’m going to be out of this world
Beheaded a mad municipality
Horseshoes rubbed off of me
Scrubbed off dopamine
She’s looks nothing like me
The kids are playing hip hop
And the graffiti on the train is no longer poetry
Held up in 82
Loose wheel in a bus to a ridiculous strip mall
Blinded by the inside of an Iris
Using the strength of every emotion in a single day
The sun out earlier now dry leafy
Branches blow like a wild
Blackhorse
The sky a bundle of mind games
Trade secrets
A friend of mine sent this to me the other day, really sweet..
These are songs heard in the wind (like racquet bar but with a more specific theme), different feelings from different places, and different times, that have caught my ear since September. I thought about sending it when I sent the other playlists, or some other time, but just thought I’d follow the universe on this; my friend sending me that msg really made it feel like it was time to share it… Anyways, I guess it’s poetic or whatever… I never make playlists and I don’t know what to make of it other than it sounds like a 15 year old with braces made it
im not sure why im sending this, maybe other people just say it better, some things just enter, no matter where i am... i don't know anymore than you do...it could go on and on....
THE TOP
Maybe the place has seen better days
All in the weeds
Sticks that have weathered storm
Honestly
START FROM
TIME AND PLACE THESE DAYS
Buttercup
Everybody tuning out time
A gigantic cloud just pulled up on the park from an ultra distance
You’re allowed to look away
No you get it now you don’t
more interesting to look than read the book
/if you’re my dude if you’re my buddy/
when you Zoom Outand See where dont give a fuck lives, you’ll save your life and you'll see that Having the awareness to be self aware is about as much self awareness as you get
IN DISGUISE
Somehow been blow away by a hard year in the wind flourishing and brandishing my best behaviour
Tremendously getting to work
Space saving design
The journeys version
Yes and it would be great to get to know you as a person!
Friday checks out for me, I’m the other side of the bridge Dundas/Gladstone, do you wanna check out Sounds Good? Could be fun!
/I’m not supposed to tell you this/
But this actually all makes sense
“Every morning we wake up and re-create capitalism. If one morning we woke up and all decided to create something else, then there wouldn’t be capitalism anymore. There would be something else.”
"If you seek tranquility do less" -- Meditations
Often a conundrum for one
Rising with the sun
Being true to
Nature
A conundrum for one
Rising with the sun
Staying true
To Nature
If it is
Existence which
Ails us
It is the vehemence
At which it encroaches
Which is most frightful
CATS EYES
I have plenty of nifty features anachronistic in fact
So goes the
Dead end (detonation) restoration
in progress
I hear you September
was like that for me so nice to settle into some sort of groove again…Good visit with my friend, one of those ppl that speaks a similar cultural
language and anchors
me to reality, lots of shifts in our lives over the past few years…
I have a million questions,
you haven’t lived here
in a decade
NY must have been something else! Where have u settled back in the city?
What does your week look like for a drink/ hang?
You’re not really choosing person you’re picking a context
The playlist is all mixed up in time
What if we’re celebrating the wrong wins
Listening to nothing but compliance on blast
Straight guy energy, different mentality lost over there
So we move in our own way
By the looks of your apocalypse plan you have some things figured out how do we figure the rest out?
Fast times locked in
Fellas quoting “Like Him”
Getting away just jetted in time
Knowing we’re mesmerized in the poetry
Of each others lives
Sneezing on a saxophone all along
Gronking on. Nonsense
I’m just placing majesty on this earth just in case
And that’s just one out of millions theories
WITH JEDI MIND TRICKS
I’m looking forward to meeting u
Finishing a book starting a new one
Hearing a new record I bought and running again it’s been over a mo
Live in your words and stick to the story
Maybe they saw the same star
Heard it happening
Drinking cold beer cloudy
Summer breeze and Simply red
Slap shot fox puck
Werewolves of London and then
She was sitting in a ridiculous position
Apparently I’m very balanced
Hemmed off realms and scripts
No more found or lost than they
Having a delusion about what life’s supposed to be like
Although it might the free range type
despite the goosebumps
growth spurts
Numb resolve
cheering from the rafters
Waiters asking for coke after
In orderly fashion then asking
What’s next with a question text
Fashion season tastefully janky
THE TROPHY LIFE
Dressed like a ten year old
Looking something like
Me Is another
BACKWARds IN THE TROPHY LIFE
Full of of knives and Halloween
Hot pursuit of impressions
Some guy has a sign that’s says I’ll buy your sins and I’m at the back of
the vip line but I think
I’ll get in
Una mas one after the next in pampers
So we mange in the meantime
Chewing the fat in
laps of chatter
Mariachi ceased up in some strange way
Off kilter with the guilt hurt
Words are a way to survive
The Dark Tree playing with the lights on
Recognizing something else
Building an interesting intersecting collection
The speakers sound muddy because of a
variety of collaborators
Sweet Jesus and the people hurting
Perhaps because the architecture is too intense
SEEK AND DESTROY
Might as well see the doc
it’ll be a hoot The owl taking
notes on me or whatever
Letters designed on the page
I guess that’s how you take yourself
seriously whenever you get the
itch to go camping
Underlined in case circled
because we’re shooting
the shit then she
will explain it
Taking the mystery away
from a body of work
Now we get to dig in— press
the doorbell (or button incase)
One voice dominates the other
How it is not, yet, how
they read your
expression
The fight is lost before it’s begun
Just by the tone of voice
/he was literally normal/
Who is you and how did
We take that selfie
Think about the
Commit
Absolutely espresso martinis
Thank his for run away
Masterpieces
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